How are you ?

This is difinately the most asked question in our life, and I have lied about it 99.9% of time.

to me family, to my friends, to my teachers, to strangers and almost everyone.

I have lived very hard life like most of us.

And there was a time I was so underpressure, i wasn't even able to sleep properly at night specially during my college days.

My family was strugling with many problems, still sacrificing for me, everyone's hope was on my shoulders.

and during those time I met many people and the most asked question used to be "everything's good ? " "or sab bhadiya ? ".

and as soon as they used to ask me this , I used instantanously realise "no everything is fucked up, nothing good" but only "yeah bro i'm good what about u" used to come out.

I hated that, I know nothing was good, each time i used to lie to myself , i used to feel bad. It was a mood killer for me. not only it used to remind me of my suffering but also i had to lie and then made a fake laugh like this nothings wrong. All those fake laugh also made me doubt myself that Am i even serious about my own situation ? or I have become so careless that i don't actually care ?

Then I met a God, who unconsciously gave me a way to get out of this .

The entry of god in my life

during my 3rd sememter ending i enrolled in the pepcoding DSA course by Sumeet Sir and.... it changed my life.

Not only sir helped me in my studies but also indirectly thought me many life lession.

A little backstory of how i met sumeet sir and who he is :

I enrolled in two courses during my first year from other institute too, one was in android development and another was in AI. it was a waste of money.

and after just facing JEE coaching "MAFIA" in school, i didn't want to get rip off again.

My family financial condition was also not that good during those time, and then there was Sumeet sir.

Offering double the content than their competitors, and in half price.

he was offering DSA course with DP, Graph, DSU, fenwick tree and Segment Tree along with basic data structure in just 15K while other coaching used to take 30K to cover only basic datastructure and 1 - 2 classes for DP and graph.

I knew it's a scam, I mean it was way too good to be true but my roommate and senior harshit bhai pushed to so hard to enrolled in that course, even tho he himself was a TeachingAassitent in some other coding institute.

Working in progress ..........